-020; money spent on empty living

-Tuesday, November 22, 2005

-000i saw the light go out in his eyes

no trng today); canceled.
no game tmr); canceled.
what do i do without trng.
nothing.
i realise that i like trng.
haha.
well i could sense that i was quite disappointed when lisa called.
i think.
well i was.
sad i mean.
sort of.
yes.i was.
sigh.

Free to stand beside
The ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke
beneath The dark atlantic sky

what an old song. i like old songs.

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart breakin lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head
This place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine

i watched spirited away in the morning.
my darling spitied away.
but it didnt seem so nice as last time anymore.
probably cos i've watched it twenty one times.
or maybe more.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

another old song. i should really do something productive. like go to the gym. but its so wet and rainy, i dont feel like it. somehow, i can do the scissors at home but at trng i cant.

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

just like heaven was pretty nice.
i cried thrice. so touching );
sort of.
vany was being lame and whiny about her class.
she ends each of her lame jokes with whatever lah.
i want to roll my eyes, but these days im scared too, like im scared they'll pop out or something.
rolling your eyes feels weird, in your sockets.

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

i want trng.

>> 10:29 AM;

k >> LA VOISINE

hi. my name is sarah tan but i dont like it, esp. the 'tan' part.
my alter egos are 'rah', 'snoopy', 'bloop', 'blobb', 'raspberry' and 'chicken little'
im 14 going on 15 and used to study in sis, ngeeann, hpps and now mgs (1d'04, 2e'05, 3h'06)
the most important thing about me is my brithday(050591)
that should be easy enough.
i used to play badminton and now softball
i love god

{what i do.}
cool brown, sky blue, lime green.
lightning, storms.
vv lotr, taxi, spirited away.

{what i dont.}
celery.
people chewing with their mouths open.
people staring.
people pronouncing their 'th' but use 'd.
hypocrites. fakes.
when people say 'i dont like people who chew with their mouths open'. so if your friend does that you dont like her anymore?
i guess i realise that disliking people or what they do means i need to get a life, so yes. i've pretty much gotten over these stuff, because, who cares?
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EMPTY LIVING ON A LONELY SOUL;.

k >> ATRIBUIR

Layout
-01; designer.
-02; brushes.
-03; pictures.

k >> MELOMANE

3doorsdown (here without you)
bonjovi (have a nice day)
googoo dolls (i'll be)
simpleplan (i'm just a kid)
wham! (last christmas)
gorillaz (dare)
evanescence (my immortal)

k >> AMI

adele ariel alliedinc. asyikin bernette becs char claire claire1. carolyn celine clari chelsia davina debbie dawn ellie eclectics eunice erica emelyn elaine grace hannah isabel jean janna jiaen joycebecsfang joyce june jia jessie jolene karyan katrina kriss letitia lauren lisa lydia monyee nichelle pearlyn phoebe prunella ruth rena sarah sandra spasticsix softies shanise shiyou shiyou's shoutties sheryl suyee sonya sulin shanti tingshan vanna vera vany vicky wanzhen yipei yuli yining zai zhimin

k >> DISCOURIR

k >> DEMENTI

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